19 March 2009

羁绊

19 March 2009
以前的我总是觉得说,只要离开关丹,到远方深造,就等于摆脱了家庭的羁绊…

我以为…

摆脱一而再,再而三唠叨的年老女人 - 婆婆;
摆脱经典型的火爆牡羊座女人 - 母亲;
摆脱组织功能高强的一家之主 - 父亲…

以为…

到外地生活,享受没有人烦的生活。
我可以在外地尽情享受所谓的‘新生活’
甚至像断了线的风筝,不再被任何线约束。

...

也不知道从何时开始,我不再以为这些以为是理所当然的。
天真,可不能带着走啊。
有些关系,是命中注定,切不断。

后来我慢慢改观…
发现,所谓的‘深造’,不是解脱
而是最普遍的 - 继续求学。

至少,我不再穿着土气的白色校服、难看的深绿色校裤。



20岁快到了,也应该有点样子了。
哈哈……真是令人头痛。

5 Drops of Rain:

kEnoVan said...

Hey,you haven't leave Kuantan already miss your parents.So good boy.LOL.When you miss your parent, just call them.You will feel better.

pui sin said...

会想家哦:)呵呵,离开家的那一刻,就是成熟的开始。是时候远离“男孩”这个称号,慢慢往“男人”的方向迈进了。

Me said...

gud luck dude..

vince 蚊子 said...

hehe, well, as a fren, wish u good luck in everythg

but as dude, i wish u will take care well urself

anyway, when u feel wanna giv up or dissapoint, find a right ppl to tell ur situation, get some advance from them. see yea!!!

阴天雨 said...

Kenovan, kinda wierd, i'd say. But anyway, I'll call back, coz phone bill among family is FREE WUAHAHAHA!

pui sin, 不过我还是喜欢留在男孩阶段久久…… =p

Me, No problem man. Thanks.

vince 蚊子, what's the difference between 'dude' and 'friend' actually? Haha. Anyway, I seldom find people to talk to.. but sometimes I'd be very desperate when I stop social for a long time, really desperate xDD then I'd start to scroll my contact list to sms someone, jz for a release what's in mind. *Pfft* Just hope my brain won't burst someday~ Hahaha~ ^__^

 
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