感言?

看到题目，感觉上就像是自己创造了一个空间，一个拥有讲台的空间，虽然有点不可思议，不过还是有厚着脸皮的成分……其实…就只想说说话。

这一个礼拜里，我总共庆祝了两次，虽然很不好意思，不过还是心存感激。本来以为自己将独自在KL度过这次的生日，谁知道intake延迟了14天，所以我才来得及在关丹庆祝生日。

非常忙！27日一到，我的电话就震个不停。当我还没来得及拿起手机看短信时，朋友就捧着咖啡蛋糕从后面出现了，我感到非常惊喜。现在回想起来，不知道我惊喜时的表情是怎样的…因为好像没怎么受过惊喜，而且我有一点扑克牌脸。

一直到27号晚上11.55分还有短信进来。我一直在想，人生最忙时刻…其中之一非生日魔莫属？感觉上是这样。这一晚，手机快被我按爆了，手机也被震得快内伤了…哈哈，夸张。

我相信这个月的电话单不会少过RM50。Celcom嘞！一封10仙耶！！不过一年就一次嘛~还好啦。

哎，看我贪吃的样子 =)

他们都是我中五同班同学。
左起站着：Ghee Jie, Ah Hee, Shi Min, Guat Rui, Weng Seng
左起坐着：我, Guat Yun

生日当晚我没约人…轻轻踩着油门…往不知哪里去…没有目的地慢慢的绕着关丹走。
静静享受着与自己相处的时间，等着27号结束的同事，再祝自己一声“生日快乐”。

二十岁

首先我要感谢我的所有朋友，特别是 :

带着一声清秀的声音，凌晨两点从槟城拨电来的 William

在海边唱了生日歌的 Ah Hee, Siew Peng, Shi Min, Guat Yun, Guat Rui, Yun Fei, Kok Leong, Ghee Jie, Xiu Min 和 Weng Seng

几天前送我一件紫白色衣服的 Yee Fen, Qui Lim 以及 Wei Zhii

几天前送我一个很有男人味的钱包 我的上司

还有请我们吃了Sushi King价值超过200块的 Kha Wai

在网上留言的有 Sheng Yao, Amanda, Hui Wey, Mei Pyin, William Goh, Amber, Bear3, Tong Seng, Jin Tong, Steven Poh, Kezvin Laow, Khar Khee, Yuh Yen

准时传短信的有 Liew Chien, Phaik San, Lii Hwa, Pei Jun, Cheok, Wann Wei, Sing Swee, Ker Seng, Jin May 和 Sisi

过后还有 Kha Ming, Joey, Hei Ling, Siew Yong, Sheng Yau, Adam, Shih Wan, Weng Kean, Vri, Lay Hong, Shi Wei, Chu En, Orange Jia Wen, Elaine

之前一起打机的 Ker Seng, Jason, Ah Teo, Zi Jian 和 Ah Hee

以及几天前提早祝我的劳勿朋友 钢钢，哇嘞，还在电话另一头唱生日歌给我听嘞…感动-ing T______T

不到最后一秒都不行动的有 Zyu Wenn 和Shin Yee

不忘了嬉皮笑脸的向 美静 以及 贞似 硬讨回来的祝福~嘻嘻…

最后，也不忘了对嘉花以及大歌星林俊杰说声 “生日快乐”，难得我们每一年都是同一天生日呢。

谢谢你们 =)



好了，我没有特别感言。毕竟现在已经是临晨三点了，右眼开始隐隐作痛……我想…睡了。

或许，感言…给我时间想一想。

晚……安。

Signal Patterns of Me

Prudent

You look before you leap, think before you act, consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak; that's why you rarely have to eat your words.

You usually don't get excited easily or blurt out the first thing that comes to mind without considering the consequences.

Centered

You often feel balanced and on top of things, even when those around you are freaking out. You're in a pretty good state all the time, and not subject to drastic mood swings.

You don't usually react before you think; you're not ruled by your emotions.

Unflappable

You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.

You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.

Resilient

You bounce back quickly from adversity. For you, all setbacks are temporary. You don't dwell on bad news, bad luck, or criticism; you regroup and focus on solving the problem, whatever it may be.

You almost never feel that there's too much on your plate, that you don't have the strength to deal with the bad hand you've been dealt, or that you're going to lose it if you have to deal with one more problem.

Friendly

You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.

You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

Calm

You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.

You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.

Steady

You are a reasonable kind of person; no one would describe you as a loose cannon. Even when everyone around you is losing it, you can be counted on to keep your cool and offer calm guidance.

You do not regularly get bowled over by your emotions, nor do you make a point of showing everyone exactly what you're feeling.

Optimistic

You are a "glass half-full" kind of person, always on the lookout for the silver lining. Your happiness is contagious, which is why others like to be around you.

You do not feel that the world is an intrinsically depressing place; you are not the kind of "realist" who thinks that only fools find joy in life.

Innovative

You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.

You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.

Poised

You tend to feel at home wherever you find yourself, even in unfamiliar settings, with new people. It takes a lot to rattle you, and when rattled you recover quickly and gracefully.

You are usually not self-conscious or nervous when you're in an unfamiliar environment or with people you don't know.

Wanna Know Yours?

http://www.signalpatterns.com/

提早两张

“好啦好啦，不用唱了啦…祝我生日快乐就够了嘛！” 我理直气壮的说。
大庭广众下唱歌，一旦唱起生日歌来，等下每个人，包括喝茶的、工作的，都朝我这里看过来，我会很尴尬，因为感觉上生日歌好长。
“Ah Sam！生日快乐！”
“Happy Birthday!” 大家纷纷祝福寿星公…
“おめでとうございます~” Jason还以日文说了生日快乐，嗯，好听。

《哦，两张了。》
蛋糕上还有三朵玫瑰
蛋糕上写着:

生日快乐
~ 20 ~

《我》
许了愿望啦…不过感觉上还是要靠缘分才会愿望实现啦。
= ="

再来一群《猴子照》 =D

左起：
开始带我们玩Left4Dead的L4D队长 Jason
988拥有人 Ah Teo
他们之中最快变两张的 我
敢死队队长子建
与 ‘曾经躲过Ah Long’的 KS

还有《最想感谢》的蛋糕王子/叶子/靓仔AhHee/Windz（右）
怎么那么多名字啊？哈哈哈~好听，所以都写完出来了啦。

今晚不错，L4D终于成功LAN-GAME玩VersusMode，CS也玩得痛快，流星蝴蝶剑更是拥有圣诞节的刺激感…
总之呢，谢谢你们。相信今晚大家都很开心，我当然不例外

=)

下次见。别忘了，我们还要打Alien和Predator。

羁绊

以前的我总是觉得说，只要离开关丹，到远方深造，就等于摆脱了家庭的羁绊…

我以为…

摆脱一而再，再而三唠叨的年老女人 - 婆婆；
摆脱经典型的火爆牡羊座女人 - 母亲；
摆脱组织功能高强的一家之主 - 父亲…

以为…

到外地生活，享受没有人烦的生活。
我可以在外地尽情享受所谓的‘新生活’
甚至像断了线的风筝，不再被任何线约束。

...

也不知道从何时开始，我不再以为这些以为是理所当然的。
天真，可不能带着走啊。
有些关系，是命中注定，切不断。

后来我慢慢改观…
发现，所谓的‘深造’，不是解脱
而是最普遍的 - 继续求学。

至少，我不再穿着土气的白色校服、难看的深绿色校裤。



20岁快到了，也应该有点样子了。
哈哈……真是令人头痛。

My 1st Nuffnang Campaign

This is the first time I get this kind of inform mail from... Omg its from Nuffnang. Well, guys!! Remember to 'bong-chan' me x) I'll be gratefulllll~ Although I don't know who clicked it.. but you can tell me in my chatbox down there if you want to

xD

The truth is, earning through Nuffnang ads really hard especially when you need to click it, the earning only counts, since nobody really go and click it. It's been more than one year, and I've only got RM10 in my Nuffnang earnings... T___T When oh when will I earn RM50 and cheque out?

100 truths

Conclusion : Damn long lar. I get bored at question67.

001. Real Name: Lim Zhi Xian
002. Nickname(s): Lim Ji Xiang, Lim Zz Zian, Ah Sam
003. Age: 19 years and 11.9 months
004. Horoscope: The very very aggresive Aries
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Forgotten, is at Fei Ngor Si Temple there de
007. Middle School: Pei Chai
008. High School: Tanah Putih aka TP
009. College School: soon to be : LUCT aka Lim Kok Wing
010. Hair colour: Half part grey
011. Long or Short: Actually is kinda thick ='(
012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Camera
015. Health Freak: No. Maybe a little
016. Drink or Smoke: Social Drinker
017.Do you have a crush on someone: Yes? No?
018. Eat or Drink: Drink
019. Piercings: Yes
020. Tattoos: No
021. Social or Anti-Social: Half half
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: Rebel period
024. First relationship: ?
025. First Best Friend: In the old days, the very naive childhood neighbor
026. First Award: Lasy Competition
027. First Kiss: My mum... or dad? or the nurse? or the doctor? =.="
028. First Pet: Never.
029. First Big Vacation: Mount Kota Kinabalu, another way of enjoyment
030. First Love at first sight: Happened in AP
031. First Big Birthday: 1 year old, oh look I still hanging the photo in my room
032. First Surgery: Testicle check =D
033. First sport you joined: Basketball, or badminton

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: Both
036. Country or Screamo: Neither
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Neither
038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: Neither
039. Night or Day: I'm like a vampire. So... night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: Both, but I'm no gamer
043. Kiss or hug: Both
044. Iguana or turtle: Neither
45. Spider or bee: Neither
046. Fall or spring: Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: Neither
048. Soccer or baseball: Neither

Currently
049. Eating: Nothing
050. Drinking: Excel
051. Excitement level: 1/10
052. I'm about to: Celebrate friend's b'day tonight
053. Listening to: Simple Plan - Save You
054. Plan for today: Surf the net till night.
055. Waiting for: Downloads to complete
056. Energy Level: 9/10
057. Thinking of someone: Thinking of you... who? hehe...
058. Want kids?: Yeah, the more the better
059. Want to get married?: Yeah
060. When?: but not so fast
061. How many kids do you want: 3 not bad. He She She, or She He He. Tch! Where can plan one? Got formulae one meh!?
062. Any name on the mind: Dun wan tell you
063. What do you want to do: Something about housing?
065. Mellow future or wild: Depends
066. Something you would never try: Step on the second boat
067. When do you want to die: 80 years old lah

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Both
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Shorter
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Hahaha this is funny. Both
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Neither
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Anything
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Anything
077. Muscular or normal: Hahaha Anything

Have you ever...
078. Kissed a stranger: No
079. Broken a bone: No
080. Lost glasses or contacts: No
081. Ran away from home: No
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Yes
083. Killed somebody: In-Game
084. Broken someone's heart: Yes
085. Had your heart broken: Yes
086. Been arrested: Whenever
087. Cried when someone died: Yes
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: There's one

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Still ok
090. Miracles: Heard that one person have 7 chances to see miracles.
091. Love at first sight: Sure will understand her first only decide whether to chase or not
092. Heaven: Never think before
093. Santa Claus: Yeah =D I love Santa >_<
094. Tooth Fairy: thats why I never sleep under a pillow
095. Kiss in the first date: Won't bah...
096. Angels: in human form? lol, that would be rare.

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? Yeah, but too bad, I'm scared of Long distance relationship.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Gonna change soon..
099. Do you believe in God? If you believe, then there's god. If not, then it's vice versa.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Who wants to be tag?
Just Do It.

Jiong, the face expression

前几天跟朋友看日出。
也好，总比看日落好…

最近……

Luna Online 太Kawaii了！玩玩一下，在 Lv 20 竟然选错职业，本来要继续选刺客(Ruffian)，结果选到弓箭手(Voyager)，4天的努力……1.5GB的位子……不完了 囧

参与了 Hitz.Fm Fugitive，很爽一下的，不过跟RM15000没有缘分…之前有遇到一位反应很大的人，我还以为我找到了传说中的target，结果原来他是同道中人…害我白开心一场… 囧

我收到录取信了，信上写着16号开课，结果第二天当我拨电过去问东西时，那里的人竟然告诉我说他们临时把日期换去30号了 囧

本来以为16号就可以过去KL住了，就把工作辞了，告别了亲爱的公司，亲爱的同事，上司…结果…… 囧

本来16号要走之前写好了一篇帖的，结果…… 囧

听朋友说“七龙珠”看了之后有点浪费钱的感觉…之前我还想去看的说… 囧

East Coast Mall Kuantan Third Floor 第三楼 3rd Floor 开张了！对自己说好今早10点要去看一看，结果…… 囧



哈哈哈…看来我“囧”太多了…脸都有点被扭曲的感觉…刚刚帮小妹庆祝她9岁生日，看着她收到很多礼物，其中有铅笔盒，文具组合，结婚相册囧没有啦其实是相册罢了，项链，手表…等。其中一个很漂亮的礼物有摇头娃娃 - 咸蛋超人，可以黏在车里，让它晒晒太阳，给它摇摇头。

“喂，下次要再做的话，就是6年纪了的咯？”妈妈对小妹说。

“哦啦哦啦~” 小妹满不在乎的回答着。



16号走不成了…那12天里我该做些什么。

Type STPM IC.No and send to 39003

晚上11时57分。

" 几点了？"

" 58分了。 "

" 我的59嘞！ "

" 啊哈哈我的才55！ "

" …… "

" Ok，12点了。 "

*拿起手机*

" STPM 89xxxxxxxxxx "

*Send*

" 39003 "

*Send*

* Sending message... *

* Done *

...

数十双眼睛正专心的望着男主角，与他手上的手机，大家都在等待着手机下一次亮灯的那一刻。

昏暗的灯光下，有着隐形的压力。男主角坐立不安，开始喃喃自语，说，今晚肯定无法入睡。

我建议他吃镇定药，再到学校领取成绩，不过大家都知道，这种话…是开玩笑的。



*登*

顿时，手机亮灯了。

男主角迅速靠在角落，紧张的打开刚收到的简讯…不…应该是等待已久的答案。

大家又再次望着他，与他复杂的表情。

许久，他说…

“唉… STPM 成绩换去下午12PM才公布…”

大家都有点失望，不过至少好过受到双重打击，要，就一次过。



我呢……自己成绩自己心里有数，有了120分的心理准备。

那…其他考了STPM的朋友，祝福你们。

I'm still waiting...

Sorry guys, I've been really looking forward to write this post already but time just won't let me to be free from business. So, what am I actually doing in these days?

Right now I'm still waiting for my letter - the LUCT inform letter, about when I should move myself into LUCT.

I've been informed that STP's result will be out on this coming 10th March. Omg omg omg omg *can't stop biting my nails*. No lah actually I already know how my result looks like. Well, erm, it's like... my mum can not recognize me when I hold my result paper, and when I throw it away, she will definitely smile at me and ask, ' Ah zai! How is your result? ' ... and the moment I pick it up, she can't recognize me again. Amboi aperlah ni. Apart from that, the HM will be my worst nightmare. I'm just a CM, the Butcher will slaughter me with it's hook for sure o_O I just hope I can bear with the pain /boohoo T_____T

Enough of the Dota thing already lar. After STP, here is where I start wandering around in this not-so-holidays. I started my work on 13th Jan as an Advertisement Specialist. In the office, my main job is to receive advertisement orders from customers who are interested to advertise anything. Sometimes I need to fax quotations to the customers, and yay I finally know how to use fax machines! Most of the time customers / HQ will fax something to us, and I need to phone back, ask for infos about the ads and make agreements with them. At the same time I act as 'Ah Long' and collect debts from my customers, well, so far so good~ Other minor thing will be drafting out ads, filing documents and more paperwork. Ohh.. this is how my work works (?) I hardly have any off-day, although I work from 10am to 5pm daily, my Saturday (should be half day) is also a full day because I'm new. About Sundays, I need to work half day too, sometimes one day full! *gasp in pain* but actually good also lah coz I can ganti holiday next time when I'm leaving.

One of my 'off-days' is... this time o_O" truanted =x

Sometimes you could even find something funny on the newspaper!

露宝 = show penis

Everytime I type this post the time is already 1am... and I'm forced by myself to stop because I will get hungry coz I need to think what should i wrote, and thinking will increase my hunger meter. *groooooooooan* =(

So, other than work and work and work, I've watched 'Love Matters'... and I've been to computer centre with old friends too. We played a zombie-killing game, namely ' Left4Dead '. Ohmigod at first it was so scary as hordes and hordes of zombies running towards you YES THEY ACTUALLY RUN! Not that traditional slow pace walking and cries ' Woooooo '. To think of it, our voice could be heard within the whole cc :

" Wak, yao boomer! Fai dit seh kui! "
" Deng, Hunter lei jor lor! Fai dit feh 7 kui! "
" Lei hang xin lei hang xin. Ngo zou back-up. "
" Gao miang arh! Bei smoker zook ju jor! "
" Mm oi dor ju! Yuet dor yuet luoi kui dei lei yuet duo geh! "
" Wui fai dit guo lei, ngo yew gam zai jor! "
" Oi! Yao Witch oh! Fai dit san dang! Gam F san jor kui!"
" Tai ju tai ju.... Oi hao bin arh hao bin arh! "

Well, actually I'm trying to speak more on cantonese nowdays coz most of my friends speak it in normal conversations. I think I speak quite well too *praise myself wtf* Back to the game - it was fun, and very exciting, really. Well, not only us, lots of people also seems to be enjoying Left4Dead. The only cons of the game is the game sometimes 'jump' to the desktop, and we need to restart the game again.

Other than Left4Dead, we played Counter Strike Condition Zero, in 'Ice World' map. After I start playing CSO, CS seemed to be quite difficult for me.. haha. Most of the time I was teamed up with normal level bot, and that sucked coz bots they don't know how to pick up guns and I was like battling with 5 non-bot enemy and the score was like 60 over 20 something like that. Ohh... I was pwned!

Yesterday was fun too. We went to Semambu Badminton Court and played badminton with them. The hall was crowded with hordes of uncle wtf. It's been a long time since I last sweat like rain fall. And I ended up feeling abit pain in my right wrist... geez, I should have warm up on the day before yesterday. After that.. we played ' Alien VS Predator 2 ' at Cool X. Good thing that there were not filled with cigarettes and smoke. Believe me, Alien is the best among Predator and human.

So...yeah, I'm in the office now. This crappy computer has hanged and restarted for several times for the past few hours while I'm usin

*hanged*

*restarted*

...

Alrite guys, it's 12.15pm right now and I need to go to have a good night sleep.

So... See ya! Byeeee~